well
here i m again
after a long absence, lot of reading etc...
first about me
i broke up with my girl friend for distance reasons. we were not able to see each other as much as we wished to
i went in summer in france , had some good time there
i got uncle for the second time again , i m now the uncle of a small girl called Marie. it s also the name of my mother.
i went back here , started a MBA , but i m not motivated at all , i m feeling that the people of the mba class are dumb , especially the fiancé of my cousin.
asking questions without senses , even not related to anything in the course, or on basic that we should know from BS. well he just entered there as far as his future mother in law is chairperson i think. the others are not better.
how can i be motivated in such situation ?there is no competition to motivate me . i need competition, i need to be with smart people
then i felt in love with a girl i know for more then 5 years , but as far we re just friends and she s asking me advises about the people she s going out with , i just told her that i would be feeling hypocrit to give her advises in such conditions , knowing i m beginning to have feelings for her
anyway , i m not feeling to begin a relation right now . i need to focus on studies and besides that i m not sure i ll stay here. so better in theses conditions not to begin
i ll also go soon to france for Xmas , in our strasbourg place. we decided that to avoid the family here , especially my cousin and her fiancé
hm we re going by that also to pass at least one xmas and new year in family , which wasnt done for so long
anyway , that s all for the moment
i dont know if i ll be very faithfull in writing here but it s all to be known for the moment :)
posted by francois at dimanche, novembre 30, 2003
